Do you sometimes feel like you're just waiting for the right show and then everything will be as it was?

Heh. Yes. I miss the early 2000s, when fandom was so vibrant, and every day I could find brilliant new meta and fanfic. I think it was just a unique period of time, though, a confluence of brilliant programming and brilliant women coming together. But oh my God, it was exciting while it lasted, and I can honestly say the experience changed my life.

I'm happy to hear that you have continued to write. You are so talented.