Winter sucks

[estepheia]

My SAD is in full swing. I could axe murder the entire family - and I'm only half joking. I'm in the kind of mood where one ends up hurling expensive fragile items against walls and such. Maybe it's the aftereffect of yesterday's stormy weather, because if it's storming outside, my temper flares too.
I tidied up. Sorted through papers. Hubby did the easy stuff like swing the hoover. The kids didn't help, they never do. They only love me when I make things nice for them and cook stuff they like, they hate me when I tell them to tidy up or take the trash to the recycling containers.
Won't post today. Everything I wrote today sucks.
Husband has to dance tonight, Celtic Christmas in Wolfenbüttel - the most important gig of the year for our Dance Club. I am supposed to go with and cheer and applaud and take pictures. Right now I'd rather go and watch King Kong in the hopes that there's a nice destructorama in that movie. *sigh*

Comments

[mahaliem.livejournal.com]

I hope some sunshine comes your way. *hugs*

[estepheia.livejournal.com]

Nuh, these bouts of rage are only ever followed by bouts of guilt. *bangs head on desk* I hate December.
But thanks anyway.

[shapinglight]

I'm sorry you feel so low. Don't suppose it helps to know that my kids are just as bad about the not loving me when I ask them to do things?

[fishsanwitt]

My mother suffered from SAD too. ::hugs::

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

{{{huge squishy hugs}}}

Is there no way you can get hold of one of those lightboxes that are made especially for SAD sufferers? they really do work wonders.

[pinkdormouse.livejournal.com]

HUGS

Gina