estepheia: (Forget Me Not)
estepheia ([personal profile] estepheia) wrote2011-08-24 07:05 pm
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After watching the first season of Veronica Mars, my daughters are ardent Logan/Veronica shippers. *is proud* My eldest said something along the lines of: "Can't wait till I've seen all 3 seasons, so I can write fanfiction." *is even prouder*
Little one (at 12 not quite so little anymore) was so worried about Logan on that bridge that I had to tell her that no, Logan does not jump to his death.
And suddenly I feel mega-nostalgic, remembering the time between S1 and S2 and all the stories dealing with who is outside Veronica's door in that last scene...

And I feel like reading a nice Logan/Veronica post-series fic. So, if anyone has a bookmark saved for such a fic....

Two years ago, I submitted a 100 page text sample of my original vampire novel to a fantasy novel competition. I didn't win, and forgot about the whole thing. Yesterday, the publishing house sent back the manuscript together with the gift of a book and a nice rejection letter saying that they thought long and hard about my text, but that it does not fit into their program. I should continue to write and maybe submit something else. Unfortunately, there was no editor's name under the letter. :( And I read in a forum that someone else received such a letter - in February. Very odd. They had 1400 entries. I doubt Random House mailed out 1400 boooks, so I'll take it as a compliment.... :)
Unfortunately, my muse is still gone. I seem to have misplaced my passion or writing. I feel like an amputee, I can still feel a ghost or shadow of that old passion, but it's not real enough to do something with. Okay, so I tinker with my Giles/Ethan fanfic, but how many times can you rewrite a scene? 50 times? And if I were to finish the next chapter... would I even find a beta to look at a story that hasn't been updated in years? *sigh*

[identity profile] flaming-muse.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, Veronica/Logan. How I loved them...

For me, I had to carve our writing-specific time (and had to leave the house) to get any writing done. I started doing free-writing and have been moving up to more serious things.

[identity profile] estepheia.livejournal.com 2011-08-25 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I need a proper place for writing. The living room is NOT that place. *sigh*
I love your icon!
More serious things?

[identity profile] flaming-muse.livejournal.com 2011-08-25 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I used to have more VMars icons, but they've been whittled down to that one over the years. Sad. :( I really, really liked that show.

Even with my own office in my house, I find that being at home distracts me. The phone rings, the dishes need washing, emails come in, a million little chores beg to be done. When I go out to a cafe and sit to write, writing is the only thing I can do.

I started out freewriting, meaning I just let myself write whatever, it didn't have to make sense, it didn't even have to be a story, it just had to be word after word on a page. As I did that, I remembered how much I love writing and realized what I wanted to write about, so I started writing short stories, then long stories. I'm planning out a novel at the moment. I can't do any of this at home, though. I just can't.

I hope you find your muse. Maybe it isn't in the Jossverse. Maybe it's something new and different.

[identity profile] estepheia.livejournal.com 2011-08-28 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! *beams*

[identity profile] mikelesq.livejournal.com 2011-08-24 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, stranger. :-)

[identity profile] estepheia.livejournal.com 2011-08-25 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Squee!
A few days ago I talked to my kids about our trip to Disneyworld. Seems like a century ago...
I recced your Teaser Pony to a friend of mine, btw.
Still think it's a great story.
Are you still writing?

[identity profile] mikelesq.livejournal.com 2011-08-25 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Nah, that muse is unfortunately silent. Nothing inspired me like the whedonverse. I do some iRiffs audio commentary at rifftrax as a creative outlet, but that's about it.

[identity profile] estepheia.livejournal.com 2011-08-27 06:14 am (UTC)(link)

Riff whatnow? That sounds almoct Chinese... And yeah the Jossverse was unique in many ways. It's fun to explore it with the kids. Have i mentioned that they LOVE Firefly?

[identity profile] mikelesq.livejournal.com 2011-08-27 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
rifftrax is a site that was started by some of the Mystery Science Theater 3000 guys. They sell commentary tracks for movies, and let amateurs upload tracks as well.

And of all of the Jossverse, I particularly like revisiting Firefly. There was just something about that show that resonates.

[identity profile] riani1.livejournal.com 2011-08-25 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I feel you for the loss of the muse. I get on a roll, finish something, and then--poof. I look at stuff I wrote and say "Where did that come from?" When you find a cure, let me know.

[identity profile] estepheia.livejournal.com 2011-08-25 02:16 pm (UTC)(link)
No cure so far. Will let you know, if I find it. And yeah, I get that when I look at stuff I wrote.

[identity profile] estepheia.livejournal.com 2011-08-28 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
Flaming muse has a recipe for getting the muse back - read her comments in this thread.... :)

[identity profile] cygny.livejournal.com 2011-08-29 09:02 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I loved Logan and Veronica! Your daughters have good taste :)

I hear you on the losing of the muse. I've been forcing myself to write snippets in the hope she'll (or he'll) come back, but no luck so far. Not that I ever wrote all that much, but a bit is still more than currently :(