FIC: Dealing (Ethan/Lindsey - NC-17) Part 11 a

TITLE: Dealing
PAIRING: Ethan/Lindsey
RATING: NC-17
WARNINGS: Slash - angst - porn-with-plot - daddy kink
SPOILERS: Set during Seeing Red, spoilers for AtS NFA.
SUMMARY: Ethan and Lindsey play a game of power and dominance
many thanks to sangpassionne

Chapters 1-9 are here.
Part 10a, Part 10b, Part 10c

( Part 11a - Untitled )

I will post the second half of the last chapter and the epilogue together. Hopefully tomorrow. Hope there are not too many mistakes in this. It took longer than anticipated and now I'm so tired, I can barely see straight. Well, I better go to bed now. *falls off her chair, snoring*

FIC: Dealing (Ethan/Lindsey - NC-17) - ***CONCLUSION***

This is it, the conclusion. If I don't stop tinkering now, I never will. All I need now is a beta who will go through the whole thing and cut out all superfluous baggage (that comes in the shape of almosts, justs, gazes, looks, and merelys). I also need a good title for chapter 11 - but I may tinker with the chaptering anyway, since some chapters are 1000 words long and some 7000...

TITLE: Dealing - Finally finished!
PAIRING: Ethan/Lindsey
RATING: NC-17
WARNINGS: Slash - angst - porn-with-plot - daddy kink
SPOILERS: Set during Seeing Red, spoilers for AtS NFA.
SUMMARY: Ethan and Lindsey play a game of power and dominance
many thanks to sangpassionne

Chapters 1-9 are here.
Part 10a, Part 10b, Part 10c, Part 11a

( Part 11b - Untitled )

This and that (postcard, family, noisy flutes)

I finally have proof that if I overdose on caffeine I can write late at night. Last night I went to bed at 4.30 am - and got up at 7.30. If I keep the caffeinated drinks coming I can keep it up for a 3-4 days, then I have an early night, and then I start the cycle from scratch. I discovered that the caffeine needs about 2 hours to kick in, so I carefully time my intake so that I don't have my tired spells when the kids require attention. If I deprive myself of sleep I have a few very tired spells during the day, but I am not lethargic per se. If I sleep 8+ hours I get grumpy and lazy. If I sleep even longer my back hurts. So, 3-5 hours of sleep per night make me a cheerful and productive person, even though I yawn a lot and eventually collapse on the sofa. Maybe it's true that sleep is a good anti-depressant (provided someone drags you out of bed in the morning).

I have been relatively dilligent phoning my dad every few days. He's now permanently settled in the nursing home in Nubeena (Hobart, Tasmania). His wife and dog visit him every day. He gets blood transfusions. Our conversations are still awkward. I wish I had more to talk about. *sigh*

Tina had her first flute lesson at school. Does anyone want to make bets when I'll throw the flute out of the window or strangle my child? The noise, the noise... *bangs head on desk* Tina is really enthusiastic about it, she decided she wants to work as a flutist when she grows up. God no, please no!

Oh, and I received a lovely postcard today from miniera. Thank you, dear. I have to try that some time: Gin & Sin. *HUG*

One more thing: According to Word, Dealing clocked in at 39.000 words. Wow.