I am stupid.
Feb. 18th, 2004 10:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
estepheiaI suck.
Does anybody know where I can buy myself a better memory?
I was asked to organize the extra finances for excursions and such of Toyah's kindergarten group, and for some reason nothing adds up and I can't remember any details. Why oh why did I accept that job? Memo to self: never ever accept honorary posts that require book keeping.
*bangs head against desk, repeatedly*
I can't discipline my brain to remember things. I have no memory for real people, prices, RL events. I live in a blurry haze. I envy people who are able to recognize their neighbors when they meet them at the grocers or who remember whether their wrist surgery was 7 years ago or 10. *bangs head against desk*
Does anybody know where I can buy myself a better memory?
I was asked to organize the extra finances for excursions and such of Toyah's kindergarten group, and for some reason nothing adds up and I can't remember any details. Why oh why did I accept that job? Memo to self: never ever accept honorary posts that require book keeping.
*bangs head against desk, repeatedly*
I can't discipline my brain to remember things. I have no memory for real people, prices, RL events. I live in a blurry haze. I envy people who are able to recognize their neighbors when they meet them at the grocers or who remember whether their wrist surgery was 7 years ago or 10. *bangs head against desk*
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Date: 2004-02-18 01:49 am (UTC)I always feel so utterly incompetent when this happens. *whine*
Why can I remember Buffy episodes but am usually unable to access RL memories reliably? It fucks up my life again and again.
I have oodles of really unpleasant stuff to take care of that I've been putting off for ages. and the petty cash was one of them. Now I'm so frustrated I want to go back to bed and pull a blanket over my head.
Also, I have to somehow track an ebay auction that went wrong. I *think* I paid the person, but never received the goods. And I have put this off for over a month. Waaaah.
I guess I'm feeling a little overwhelmed right now.
*sigh*
30 pence is not so bad. A stamp maybe?