I am stupid.
Feb. 18th, 2004 10:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I suck.
Does anybody know where I can buy myself a better memory?
I was asked to organize the extra finances for excursions and such of Toyah's kindergarten group, and for some reason nothing adds up and I can't remember any details. Why oh why did I accept that job? Memo to self: never ever accept honorary posts that require book keeping.
*bangs head against desk, repeatedly*
I can't discipline my brain to remember things. I have no memory for real people, prices, RL events. I live in a blurry haze. I envy people who are able to recognize their neighbors when they meet them at the grocers or who remember whether their wrist surgery was 7 years ago or 10. *bangs head against desk*
Does anybody know where I can buy myself a better memory?
I was asked to organize the extra finances for excursions and such of Toyah's kindergarten group, and for some reason nothing adds up and I can't remember any details. Why oh why did I accept that job? Memo to self: never ever accept honorary posts that require book keeping.
*bangs head against desk, repeatedly*
I can't discipline my brain to remember things. I have no memory for real people, prices, RL events. I live in a blurry haze. I envy people who are able to recognize their neighbors when they meet them at the grocers or who remember whether their wrist surgery was 7 years ago or 10. *bangs head against desk*
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Date: 2004-02-18 05:40 am (UTC)I'm pretty much like that with all my good friends though - I mean, there were a bunch of us for the lingerie shopping, and I ended up buying lingerie for two other friends. ::shrug:: I've also been known to take nervous friends to get birth control prescriptions, download porn for a friend, and go sex-toy shopping with friends. My friend
Everybody needs at least one friend they can talk about sex with, don't you think?
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Date: 2004-02-18 06:23 am (UTC)Re:
Date: 2004-02-18 06:26 am (UTC)Though really I just like to talk about sex. ;)
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Date: 2004-02-18 06:37 am (UTC)Me too. *giggle*
And food. And James.
So, I'm not a one-note person, I have at least three. :-D
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Date: 2004-02-18 09:56 am (UTC)-Ok, first off: so jealous about the dedication of the future loss of virginity. This is the sort of thing that I aspire to.
Everybody needs at least one friend they can talk about sex with, don't you think?
-Secondly, this is making me all nostalgic. In days gone by, I was always the person that everyone came to with any and all sex questions or if they needed someone to go with them to buy x taboo thing or go to a strip club or something. But since I left college, it seems that everyone that I know/meet is suddenly a prude. No one talks about sex anymore (or they appologize profusely about it and speak in veiled sentences). And I just realized that their self-censoring is beginning to effect me. Damn it. Thanks for the reality check.
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Date: 2004-02-18 05:09 pm (UTC)so jealous about the dedication of the future loss of virginity
As well you should be.