I am stupid.
Feb. 18th, 2004 10:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
estepheiaI suck.
Does anybody know where I can buy myself a better memory?
I was asked to organize the extra finances for excursions and such of Toyah's kindergarten group, and for some reason nothing adds up and I can't remember any details. Why oh why did I accept that job? Memo to self: never ever accept honorary posts that require book keeping.
*bangs head against desk, repeatedly*
I can't discipline my brain to remember things. I have no memory for real people, prices, RL events. I live in a blurry haze. I envy people who are able to recognize their neighbors when they meet them at the grocers or who remember whether their wrist surgery was 7 years ago or 10. *bangs head against desk*
Does anybody know where I can buy myself a better memory?
I was asked to organize the extra finances for excursions and such of Toyah's kindergarten group, and for some reason nothing adds up and I can't remember any details. Why oh why did I accept that job? Memo to self: never ever accept honorary posts that require book keeping.
*bangs head against desk, repeatedly*
I can't discipline my brain to remember things. I have no memory for real people, prices, RL events. I live in a blurry haze. I envy people who are able to recognize their neighbors when they meet them at the grocers or who remember whether their wrist surgery was 7 years ago or 10. *bangs head against desk*
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Date: 2004-02-18 12:46 pm (UTC)I was introduced to a coworker in a different department last summer, and the next day at the company picnic she had to reintroduce herself. Her feelings were hurt too. Fortunately, she was drunk enough she may not remember.
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Date: 2004-02-18 12:57 pm (UTC)Similar stuff has happened to me too.
Ever so embarrassing. Life would be so much easier if these things didn't happen.
I often forget people but they always remember me....
And it *does* reflect on them - if they were more interesting your memory would store them better. *sigh*